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The Mosaic Theory

  I examine the mosaic that is me. Each piece, a different colour, a different shape, Coming together in its unconventional harmony to be who I am.  A mosaic made up of every one I ever loved Even if it was a random sighting on a street, Even when i never learnt a name But I liked a glimpse enough to embrace. I think it's deeply romantic in every way That I still think of people that have long went their way  Yet a piece of them remains in the mosaic that is me, A lyric, a colour, a print that i adore, A film, a food, something they said. Memories outlive presence, latching onto our souls. When are we truly just a single being, If we are made up of every other that we meet?

An Ode to Heavy Hearts and Soft Mornings

My chest is heavy,  The anxiety settling in like an anchor Weighing me down. I can’t breathe easy,  Every inhale fighting against me  Every exhale feels so hard.  How do I go on, how do I continue?  Life stops for no one,  And I can’t give up right now.  Duties, responsibilities, needing my presence everyday,  I have to fake it till I make it, I tell myself I can.  Even though my chest feels so tight,  And my smiles don’t bring out my light, I know that one day I might Be free of this tiring circle I ride.  The hope keeps me going,  Hopes for a soft life one day, When the only thing that’s worrying  Is if I should head to the beach today.

Introductory Blog Post

 Hello everyone,  Welcome to my blog :3 I've always thought of starting one but never actually got to it... But what better time to start than now? And that's whilst I'm sitting at the desk of my 10-6, dreaming of the day I can get out and open a dreamy, cozy, little book cafe by the beach.  Here you'll find me yapping about books, daydreams and the crazy dreams I have at night sometimes, poetry, how much i love being a fangirl (zayn has my heart), and probably even existential crisis - just messy, human things.  I don't know if people will be reading, but I sure hope that if you ever come across my blog, you'll like it. This is a safe space. This is for everyone. I'm excited and a tiny bit terrified, but mostly excited :)) Hails  xo